Funny how the more technology transcends physical barriers to communication, the more we crave solitude instead; the more we build up emotional barriers.

Funnier, though, how we think we’re still the same person we were a month ago or a year ago but on hindsight we realise how much God has shaped us and for that, I love my daddy God so very much - overwhelmed by a cacophony of emotions, but mostly amazement and thankfulness :’)

Da momma’s been here for 3 days now and I’m glad she’s been enjoying this trip thus far :) Our relationship was so strained in the past and it was so much of a one-way relationship because I totally cut myself off from her. Must’ve hurt her so, so much but things are so much better now and I cannot possibly ask for anything more ^^ She recognises that I’ve grown up in some ways but am still her little girl in many others - she isn’t supportive of me drinking but she only warns me instead of objecting to it; she doesn’t see why I want to do psychology in university but she doesn’t stop me from doing it; she gets emails from college when I skip class but doesn’t ask about it because she knows I’m sensible enough to get the grades; she respects my take on relationships and I can talk to her about it so openly. I love my awsm mommy HEHEHEHEHEHEHE SO CHEESY.

On another note, January exams are over, leaving me with a somewhat disillusioned sense of freedom. I seem to have an incessant need to be tied down, to make myself feel completely asphyxiated… but also emerging stronger each time, and extremely grateful :) And also… NO MORE MATH FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Life will be much better from now.

Such an amazing start to what I reckon will be an amazing year - the load isn’t any lighter, but guess whose back is so much stronger :)

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